Thursday, October 16, 2008
fuck fuck FUCK!!!!!!!!
angry myself for disappointing my parents..
y muz my result b lidat for fye..
fuck..
not blamin anyone, juz angry myself..
this time dno wad to sae..
juz vry sad..
wun cry..
if i will, i will cry 3yrs ago liao..
why couldn't i cry out..
i rather to cry, than bein a 'strong' guy..
feelin vry terrible.. keepin so mani things in my heart..
i noe if i cry, i will feel better.. bt i juz couldn't..
request fr my dear..
- Whats your full name?
You wouldnt come to my blog if you dont know
- Do you like your first name?
fei hua..
- How long have you liked the person you currently like?
not sure.. bt tgt for 1mth n 16daes liao
- Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
yes
- Did you cry today?
i hope bt i din..
- What are you doing this morning at 8am?
er.. in claz, listenin to music, n slpin..
- What are you doing an hour ago?
juz woke up.. bathing or eatin.. nt sure..
- What are you currently doing?
This survey? and thinkin of her
- Who last texted you a msg?
meilan, my di. hahas
- Have you told anybody that you love them today?
of coz.. i said it everydae.. hahas.
- Do you miss anyone now?
yar.
- Any plans for tomorrow?
dno. depends on my results.. bad- i'll go slp; gd- i'll go cycling. shld be slp..
- What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
i oso wan to noe.. 3yrs back.. chen nian wang shi ler..
- Is there anyone you want to be with now?
yar..
- Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
the person who ask me to do this quiz lor..
- Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
same ans.. see her, smile liao.
- Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
zhian
- Which of your friend stays closest to you?
edmond.
- Do you prefer to call or to text?
depends.
- Was yesterday better than today?
no.
- Can you live a day withour tv and your phone?
no.
- Are you mad about anything now?
very...
- Do you ever think that relationships really worth it?
if the person reali love me.. nw, i think yes..
- Last person you visited in a hospital?
nt sure.. long time nvr go liao..
- When is your last and second last hug?
two daes ago. on the 14th.. both oso on the same person.
- What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
ps.. dun feel like typin. coz too long. oso it is privacy..
- How do you feel about your life now?
okok
- Do you hate anyone?
yes. myself..
- Last person you called?
celeste. bt nvr ans.. so sad..
- Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
the ans is obvious sia.. celeste lar.
- Is your room messy now?
yes.. my bro's toys. my txtbks n two stacks of newspaper. each stack arnd my waist height.
- Who will be mad if your room is messy?
mum
- Your shortest relationship?
privacy. thnx.
- Who do you look like? Father or mother?
both.. inherit gd genes, dats y.. er.. hahas..
- Tag 10 people to do this survey! Dont be afraid to sabotage them!!
im nt so bad..
10/16/2008 08:09:00 PM...i was controlled.
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