Tuesday, January 20, 2009
more n more fan this few daes.. due to studies n relations n etc.
btw, i reali hope dat the recession will not affect my family.. if it is affected, my studies will be affected too.. den my mood n temper will be affected too.. i hope recession will nt affect my dad..
few more daes gg to be chinese new yr!! wanted to go buy smth wif her on sat bt she is nt free, so fridae den see how lor. mayb go buy by myself.
it is difficult n tiring to gt myself motivated in my studies all the time.. it is really tiring.. i scared i might break down anytime.. nobody to support me or 挺me. nobody cn truely understand me.. no support, i will fall down easily, n i might nt try to stand up again coz it is reali tiring.. how i hope i cn just sleep on forever.. at least i cn gt wad ever i want in my dream.. true..?
tmr might hav to stay back in school for am. i dun want coz at there oso 作废. everything learn in tuition ler. i rather go home slp.. n forgt everything.
last year.. all replies so fast.. nw so slow.. all sort of excuse come out. so interesting.
last yr.. when waiting for bus aft sending her home cn see her standing at window lookin at me.
nw.. hope to see one shadow oso dun hav.. see until 厌倦 liao ar?
last yr.. when go out, at least cn hear iloveyou n baby. nw.. all i hear is 'eh'. calling stranger? so im stranger to u? gd lor..
n nw like to show me black face hor.. ok lar. i will gt use to it wan..
1/20/2009 10:36:00 PM...i was controlled.
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