Sunday, January 18, 2009
trying to motivate myslf to study bt i cant.
cant resist the temptation of tv n slping.
who the hell invent tv sia. n who the hell make slping a daily basis. lol.
borrowed a book fr sku library bt when on the way to chinatown at fridae night, i catch no ball when readin the book. gg to return it tmr. waste my time. aft 10mins trying to read on the train, i slept.
i hav no idea wad type of book will catch my attention.. books with cartoon? i dno..
wad did i revise over the weekend..? reali no idea.. bt i did assessment. ok lar. quite an achievement.
tmr sku reopen again. this yr i damn dun like to go sku.. damn tired.. is nt the slp jiu ok de tired. i dno how to explain. i just feel tired.. i want to go back to 2yrs old.. the time when i do nothing. juz smile at my parents to make them happy. now, want to make them happy is damn dif.. i hope i cn turn the clock back to 1993.. i hav enough of the life im leadin nw.. it is so tiring.. hope 10mths will go past faster..
you want go jc n uni, right? den u nid to study.. u noe wad others said? they say im the cause of the drop in ur result in ur exam last yr.. i ask u to study nt juz becoz of my 面子, it is oso im worried for ur future. although im willing to 养 you n take care of you for the rest of ur life bt u still want to hav an achievement in ur life, den u hav to study. if u dun like i kip askin u to study, den i'll shut my mouth, providin dat u noe when to study n play. i promise dat i'll shut my mouth, so i wun ask u to study again. im nt usin a boyf role to ask u to study, i dun want to threaten u. im juz givin u an advice n reminder fr a frien position. if u dun care, there's nothing i cn do. ur future is in ur hand. i dun mind workin hard tgt wif u. bt ar u willing to do so..?
1/18/2009 10:19:00 PM...i was controlled.
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